I don't know who reads this.. if anyone.
But I'm bored, and can't sleep.. so I will update.
I've had a heartbreaking few weeks.. merely 2 weeks after our third and final breakup.. Dustin has found a new girlfriend. It breaks my heart.. nearly as much as when he cheated on me. I haven't talked to him since the breakup. I no longer can say that we were in love, or that I love him.. becase "he" does not truly exist. The real Dustin is an emotionless shell of a human being.. a piece of shit that treated me like I was worthless garbage for way too long. My heart is spent...
In other news, my car is a moving junkyard now. My roommate Amber crash